Saturday, February 27, 2016

Rolling with the punches

In the past 2 weeks I've had ups and down.... Went back to eating low carb and in the first week lost 10 pounds. Then a cheat day led to another cheat day led to me being miserable and up 5 pounds. I'm not quitting though. I have a goal. It won't happen over night but I don't want to gain anymore either. I just need to calm down and take it slow. My moods have been all over the place. When I eat good... I feel good.... When I binge I'm miserable..... It's just a vicious cycle. 
My husband has officially been working in another state for 8 weeks. And said today he doesn't know when the job will be over. So far there's no indication. I miss him terribly. Every thing about him. It makes you start to think about all the times he's gotten on your nerves... Makes me wish I'd had more patience then. Makes me miss the slap on the butt, the hug from behind, the sweet touches and kisses, laying on the couch.... Just being able to look at him. .... 

I'm trying to stay busy. Working, reading, doing reviews..... Being with my boys. 
It'll all work out. It always does. I just have to hold on roll with it. 

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